Throughout my morning hair and make-up ritual, I had at all times to some extent thought of how others would view me. It’s a observe society has taught most girls to do. Over time, I discovered to make use of make-up to cover any blemishes and largely caught to hairstyles I knew would win me compliments. I perfected a mode that made me take a look at my “finest.”
Between working on a daily basis and assembly stylish pals for brunch on the weekends, I by no means had the possibility to attempt something riskier. However, throughout the pandemic, I’ve gone weeks during which I couldn’t bear in mind the place I finally put my make-up bag full of Clinique merchandise, egg sponges and lip gloss. Keep-at-home orders freed me of each day obligation. Lastly, I had the possibility to let my pores and skin “breathe,” like my mother at all times urged.
Then one week of quarantine turned 4, after which three months, and now we’re into the summer season. As the times bought longer, the world began to really feel rather less scary. And so, on a current Friday afternoon, I made plans to fulfil a good friend. I started by occurring a scavenger hunt by means of my residence to search out my make-up bag.
I’m going on autopilot when making use of the look that I’m accustomed to presenting to the world. A sweep of sunshine eye shadow. A skinny edging of black liner. Mascara. Form my brows. Dab on the inspiration and pink blush. Not an excessive amount of. I look down at my shirt and coat my lips with a coordinating colour. As an of completion, I reflexively tie again my hair and plop on a baseball cap. It’s solely as I’m heading out the door that I bear in mind to seize my masks.
This a lot of make-up with a mask is just too messy; my whole decrease face must be re-thought. I wipe off my handiwork in reverse: lipstick, blush and basis. I hold the attention make-up although. The truth is, I apply a thicker line of eyeliner and try a smoky eye. I look down at my fabric masks and I’m relieved that its Yankee design matches my blue overalls. I most likely want extra vibrant masks for different outfits too. Who knew 2020 could be the 12 months my wardrobe expanded to incorporate a masks assortment?
Nonetheless, the added eye make-up isn’t sufficient. One thing is lacking. I unbraid my hair and let it sit full and curly on my head in a twist out fashion. It’s much less restrained. It’s doing what it needs. It’s good.
Doing hair and makeup within the age of lockdowns means unravelling the entrenched magnificence requirements I used to be sticking to — and redefining them whereas I’m at it. For the primary time in my life, I’ve had months to retreat from the gaze of others. Whereas sequestered, I can check out new appearances. I’ve the liberty to resolve if I like what I see earlier than anybody else tells me that they don’t.
When it’s secure for me to ebook an appointment with my hairstylist once more. I do know it’ll be as a result of I wish to and never as a result of I have to. As for make-up? I gained give it up endlessly. I simply can’t consider I used to do it on a daily basis.